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Only a week to go! I should probably worry more than I do, but I've been waiting for so long it just feels natural that I'm leaving ... Everything is arranged with my worldly possessions, my rom is sublet, everything is packed and all equipment and travel insurance has been bought, credit cards are ready and everything is basically on schedule. Or even before schedule, which is the way I like it. Although I enjoy working under pressure as much as the next girl, I really feel more secure when I'm a bit ahead. So on the big day I'll probably sit around at home for 2 hours waiting to go to the airport (early, of course) and just sink in the feeling of finally being on my way. The past 6 months have been rediculously stressful with tons of hard work (I'm writing this with a huge blister in my palm after a 1,5 hour arguement with an undersized philips screwdriver and some unwilling IKEA furniture), so I'm really looking forward to some time-out. Hammock and umbrella drinks on the beach? Bring it on!
I just finished reading a wonderful book about India, "Shantaram" by Gregory David Roberts, where the character in the book (the author himself more or less) has escaped from prison and often talks about what he appreciates the most - namely freedom. I have thought more about freedom lately and decided I do have a lot of it and that I do appreciate it very much. I know I'm lucky to have the opportunity to go on this trip and I feel truly free when I think about all the possibilities I have in my life. |